I remembered sharing this to my friends on the incident where I was ill after two days intensively writing my paper. I literally locked myself in the room, dear was blocking dino2 to come and "kacau" me, and I was just sitting in front of my mac and write and write.. for two days I finish my sort of second last chapter at this stage. But, the next morning, my head was spinning inside, and I vomited again and again. Doctor said it was due to the infection in the ear that caused imbalance in me. So, I laid on bed for about 2 days...
Inside me, I am wanting to finish my paper like hell.. too long and too much work and burden on me for this commitment. But, my prof. just takes his own time and I guess he just like my company for another 6 years perhaps :-)
Few months ago, prof and I was in ill term, I was shouting at him: "Hey, you are not helpful" He snaped back: "That's your job!" Later, we found both was wrong because both assumed the wrong thing. we both thought that tone of us has my first draft paper, but in fact it was missing. He was devil to me that time :-P
Today, I received his email after sending all my revised papers. He said: "Ummm, I think you have written good enough, you need not to read any more for your literature review... a few more adjustments and revision will do good!!!" Ho Ho Ho This is what exactly I wanted to hear.... part of the heavy stones just shed off from me. He is my santa now :-P
I guess this is the first fantastic chritmas gift I got for this year.. God is gracious and faithful. I really felt the joy as the hard work is paid off a little bit now. I know there is still long and bumpy road to go, at least He is travelling with me :-)
Ho Ho Ho
